school.

school is startin in 3 days time. how 1 month of holidays flies away so fast..

=(

super pissed.

just had a nasty quarrell with da jie just now. over tv. but i’d have to admit that i was still not very suang with whatever no-brainer thing she said the day before and i just want to kp her.

and i somehow scolded that ugly monster aka her bf. and i really do hope he heard EVERY word that i said cus i meant it. she challenged me to have a video call with that ugly monster cus i said i couldnt see his reaction in a phone call (its a long story..). but really, no thanks, i wouldnt wana have that video call and then get a nightmare after that. i hope he heard that, it’ll make me feel better and more shiok.

his heart is really as ugly as his appearance. tsk tsk.. i wonder if da jie noticed that, even though our family hasnt been as closely knitted as we’re supposed to be, but it is a sure thing that our relationship with da jie has, to some extent, SOURED cus of him. i’d have to admit at times i really get irritated by her cus of him. ok, its most of the time whenever i think about that ugly monster and her. i dont know why too.

but no, probably she hasnt noticed it. cus she herself is the one who is BLINDLY and TOO HAPPILY in lurve that she cant see whatever is happening around. cant see how bad a person he is, cant see how ugly a person he is. maybe she should reflect before she wana ‘offer advice’ to me. at least i’ve heard other people praising my dear, happy that i’ve found someone who dotes on me. very unsurprisingly, i dont seem to have heard any positive comments for that ugly monster ever since they got together which is like a few years liao? barely 2 months compared to the many years of relationship, comeon, work out on urs first man.

lurve is all aroundd.

*the other day at minds cafe

-its been mighty long since we took fotos together.. >.<

*random-

-guess what’s this? wah lao.. its just a fruit lah. what have u been thinkin? =X

*baking day at silly toot’s house

-kenny’s sincerity for someone.. =P

-rong busy tryin out her almond dunno what thing..

-my dear busy at work with my lurve cookie..

-the lurve cookie from him.. i dint noe the significance of it until he told me. real thoughtful of him.. =)

after sacrificing moy sleep fer 2 daes, i finally finished this..

and the very late 1st month pressie can finally be passed to him together with..

which i had finished ages ago but felt paisei to give it to him cus its ugly and seemed so insignificant compared to his pressie fer me.. i finally got the courage to gif him liaos! hahas.. =P

it was damned sian loh.. through makin pressie, i realised i’m reali not 女人 enuf.. dunno how to sew, dunno how to do cross-stitch, dunno how to cook.. arghssss >.<

he made lurvely breakfast and delivered it to moy place in the morning before we head off to school together for fyp..

sometimes, i had felt defeated. but times and moments like this, i really feel happy, touched and lucky to be pampered by him.. =)

with loads n loads n loads of lurve,

xxshulixx

oh, so very very very tired.

damned. been wantin to rest more but, never got the chance.. >.<

went to celebrate ting’s bdae todae at minds cafe. it was pretty fun except the fact that i got blown on my stomach by ah rong. arghs. ps: ting, hope u like the pressie!

will be goin to silly toot hse tomolo wif the rest of the gang to BAKE! hahas.. nah, i’m just gonna help out. so lazy to bake n no one to gif to since he’s there oso.. hahas.. hopefully i get to play sims 2!! =X

ever wondered where the lost things go? they probably are in a place called here where missing people and objects have a new beginning in life..

i’m reading this book now..

 

one third more of the book to finish. not much romance as compared to her other books, but still enjoyable to read.. =)

alrites, i’d better wash up n start doin it.. i hope it turns out gud n i can finish on time! =X wish mi luck!!

tired.Zzzz

went skool tis 2 daes fer fyp.. its kinda worrying since it seems like majority of them haf already conducted sensory tests fer their product meaning, they’re almost done. holy shit. we do reali nid to catch up since we heaven even started the report. god bless.

one of the daes we helped out fer chocolate making workshop to ‘lure’ sec skool kids into our course. sum kids were reali obnoxious. n the shit thing was tat they made a mess out of the whole place n the worst, we had to clear it up. damned. tink i exposed to the cheapo detergent fer too long(cus there’s damned alot to be washed) the skin of my hands are peeling off now. arghs >.<

went back to continue fyp todae n was damned angered by the lab technician. she was not willing to help us out both in findin the equipments n oso operating it. we were handling a ‘bomb’ machine to measure calories n as the name suggests, it is very dangerous, if not operated properly it’ll explode. yet, she doesnt wana help. ma de. i noe i very hot tempered n impatient so it is quite easy to make mi angry n pissed. but to be able to make rong n ting to be pissed too, u can imagine how unhelpful she had been. she’d better pray we dun haf to gif feedback fer her service. >.<

finally can rest tis few daes le! can slp peacefully wifout hafin to set alarm to wake up to do stuff.. phew.. =)

an act of random switness.

aawww.. he reali made mi very speechless..

i turned down the offer to haf dinner wif him n eddie todae. he dropped by just now n left a pack of chicken wings from ikea, at my doorstep. he came secretly n quietly n left secretly n quietly. all cus i jokingly mentioned the other dae to ask him to ‘da bao’ fer mi.. all cus he knew i liked it.. all cus he tot there might be a chance tat i’d be happy.. n he did tat even though we had a quarrell yesterdae nite n no, the quarrell, he wasnt at fault at all..

arghs.. i’m touched by his actions but i myself feel very lousy.. fer being a very lousy n sucky gf.. sumtimes i reali do wonder wad good haf i done to haf him here by my side..

its not beginner’s luck afterall =D

holy. i think i might haf the luck to play ti-gam ti-gam. yes, it is the thingy where u put the money in n turn out sumthin based on ur luck.

the other dae, mi n silly toot saw a machine wif naruto figurines and it has his fav character the kazakage gaara(which is like damned rare) n it was considered to be ok lukin fer him(which is super rare) cus he alwaes sae the rest make until damned ugly. den i asked him to try but he dun wan. so i tried. n i ti-gam out his fav character! hahas.. we were both very shocked but he kept insistin its beginners luck.

todae we went suntec n there’s tis fair selling toys n stuff, there’s one item which is a keychain with loads of other characters inside n MARIE is one of them. the prob is that they’re all in boxes n they dun indicate which box is which character. so again, based on luck. so i pick here, choose there n finally decided on tat box. after i paid n opened it up… *ULTRA BIG GRIN* it is my MARIE!!! hoorays!! =D

hahahs, yes i’m very zhuai.. seldom got this kinda heng stuff happen to mi de leh!

went to catch evan almighty todae. it has sumhow stirred my curiosity on story of noah’s ark.. hmm.. time to check out wiki! =P

prayers may work.

one of these daes i was stoning and randomly recalled the painful period 2 years ago when i was having such a bad time trying to get over the breakup. i remember cryin everydae, praying so hard fer the ‘mighty’ one above to get rid of my pain, make me happy and prayed that my future other half wud lurve, lurve, lurve me, take gud care of me, haf no other commitments(sports, cca, blah blah) and to spent loads of time wif me, make me happy.. just everything opposite of the asshole. and i found myself smiling, i tink maeb prayin reali does work.. maeb the ‘mighty’ one above did gif me a present now.. and i hope to kip tis present wif me fer as long as ever.. =D

aniwaes, went over to silly toot’s place todae to cook our lunch+dinner. went to vivo giant to get the ingredients first before heading back and he let me choose wad i wanted to cook/eat. yayness =) finally had tat portobello+shitake mushroom dish which i’d been craving fer damned damned long. he managed to make me eat the boiled potato wif colesaw sauce and bacon bits. which turned out to be quite yummy actuali. but i’m still craving badly fer tomyam soup though.. >.<

aniwaes, guess to some point, i’m actuali tryin my best to change. tryin to change my attitude problem.. guess its quite surprising that i havent quarrelled wif da jie fer like many daes liao! *clap clap* =X but quarrelled wif san jie todae. i noe it was partly my fault. but i just dun like it when it suddenly becomes like MY responsibility to walk ah mi moy everydae and daes when i dun, its like i’m asking them to help me. which in fact, aint the case since i’m supposed to be in the same situation as them! and reali dint wish to continue quarrellin over it or else it mae lead to another ‘hais, shud we send him fer adoption’ episode which i dislike since i noe none of us are ever gonna be able to haf the heart to put him up fer adoption..

splinter.

i was damned suay. i gena splinter in my thumb when i was trying to remove the plastic covering the disposable chopsticks. it was damned damned pain. n it lasted fer hours cus we tried to get the splinter out but to no avail.

in the end, we went to the clinic.. yes, u might be thinking,’wad?! splinter oni oso go clinic, u siao arh..’ budden, if u happened to hear wad my silly toot told mi bout tat guy who gena splinter dint remove den gena the flesh eating bacteria and died, u’d probably be frightened too.. especially when ur brain is already blur blur from the pain.. >.<

but the damned doctors are reali useless!! they kept insisting that there’s nothing inside.. so when i insisted that THERE IS SUMTHIN IN MY FINGER, i can feel it, one doc used a needle to slit my finger n try to force the splint out. bud he still insist that there’s nuthin.. maeb oni a small small splint. the other doc even more powerful.. he told he he gena pencil lead in his arm, never remove until now oso heaven die..

told my da jie bout it todae and she laughed it off.. said we cud go complain the docs cus they nid a really bad job.. if the splint never remove will gena infection de.. yet both of them told mi i cud just leave it there.. n to tink i paid a very high sum fer them to slit my finger, dint remove much thing n give mi a tiny tube of cream to apply. luckily i dint tell da jie bout the cost. guess she’s probably scold mi de loh.. >.<

ouch. thumb pain n heart oso pain.. tis cannt work.. i reali wana save money liaos!!

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