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and lastly, thankew fen fer helpin us make tis.. sorry if neibei was angry wif u fer not tokin to him while makin tis.. sorry.. >.<

hahas.. tat hiao bo kip sayin never let him go toilet to make his hair den the fotos all weird weird.. hahas.. he is reali such a hiao bo.. =P

guys are soo funny.. notice rennie’s smile oso weird weird de.. why guys dunno how to take fotos de?? tsk tsk tsk..

ps: i’d still lurve to mit up wif u girls(dwarfies) very soon.. i miss cookin together, i seriously miss ur cookin, pauline.. tinkin of the mushrooms n stuff alwaes makes mi drool.. =P sorry bout the fri thing.. no, i’m not too much in lurve wif him tat i dun wan moy fwens, i still very much wana mit up wif u girls.. i’m serious.. =) i tink i’m reali missin out alot of u all de updates.. so its reali time to update mi le bahs? =P

another regret. =(

went to farm mart wif moy silly toot on sundae.. he wans to bring mi to places i’d never been to before n very sadly, i’m a very sua ku person.. so there’s damned alot of places tat he has to bring mi to.. >.<

the goats are very hungry..

and den i bought a purple hippo ball fer ah mi moy to play wif n he lurve lurve lurves it! =D but he’s too selfish. alwaes oni wana kip the ball to himself.. >.<

finally met up wif fen todae! ahahahas.. i lurve the gossiping.. =P thursdae again! i hope it turns out fine.. hahas.. =P

and then, shoppin wif rong tomolo.. finally can go bugis shop le… >.<

i just went to cut and dye moy hair todae.. its like freaking short now.. i regret.. arghs.. i alwaes impulsive go cut hair den end up regret. arghs. moy sisters and ah yi kip sayin tat colour very lian when i tot i did dye sum similar colour before. okies, cant blame mi if i reli like tis bright colours rite.. =/ hais.. hair is so short now, it is back to hairband wearing daes.. >.<

n damned it, my bank account value is droppin, droppin, droppin.. but.. i jus wana treat moyself after putting in the effort to study during tat period and the lack of shoppin fer dunno how many mths.. i’m abit tempted to go work but… arghs.. i’m more lazy than tempted. i will put wadever i take out when i start working after graduation.. i promise.. i feel very bad fer using up tat sum of money too.. its afterall the money moy mother left fer studies or impt stuff.. budden, i dun get any more pocket money, i’m nt workin, so..

alrites, enuf of ranting.. OUT~!

wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,

xxshulixx

picss.

babies are soooo adorable.. =)

the pressie from moy silly toot.. =) its damned chio rite.. den i felt damned bad cus i oni made something fer him.. initially when i got the pressie i reali no face take out mine loh.. he give me tis den i give him some worthless paper.. arghs.. really hate that feeling you know.. like i dont even know when i can afford to buy something that expensive fer him.. arghs.. i oso dunno how to describe that feeling lahs.. >.<

i wana mit up wif u girls much! dun kip postponing le! =X

and i wana go shoppin so badly too.. no clothes to wear already.. =(

welcum, holidaes!!

ahahaha! exams are finally over and i’m welcoming moy long awaited holidaes with big open arms! =)

alrites, i haven exactly been mugging very hard but… i did put in effort! i did put moy heart to study at times! so, i’m hopin i dun haf to repeat any modules and hopefully, do well.. >.<

so we went to celebrate after the last paper, went fer lunch and den to minds cafe. it was damn fun.. laughed till my stomach cramp. ahahhas..

after tat, i went par toring wif my silly toot.. =)

i lurve lurve the pressie he gave mi.. its really damned nice.. will post the pic when the com is finally functioning properly.. den went out walk walk with him n eddie at holland village.. he reali damned swit lah.. cudnt go home cus he missed the last train so he gt eddie to ton wif him ard my area.. i was wif them till 3 plus until i too tired so they sent mi home.. but i felt quite bad cus he dint slp the previous nite, den ton again.. >.< but.. lurve lurve! =D

i dread the whole inferioty issue. i hate moyself feeling this way but i cant help it.. =(

hands are itching fer sims 2, hopefully can play by tis week cus com sot sot nid to fix again! >.<

 wif loads and loads and loads of lurve,

xxshulixx

examinationsssss

holy. time does flies past fast..

in a blink of an eye, i’ve completed 2 modules’ exams now and left with another 2 more and tadah~ HOLIDAYS ARE HEREEEEE!!

i reeaaaaallllllyy cant wait for it to be overrr then its time to enjoy with many trips around and SIMS 2!! omgs. i still cant believe peirong’s sis is willing to lend me. =/ i should go buy the 4D on the day for last paper when i get the cds. =P

meanwhile, i shall really try my best to jiayou and TRY to do well. i really hope my results are gonna be better than last year. =/

last of all, GOOD LUCK TO ALL OTHERS HAVING THEIR EXAMS!! its gonna be over soon! JIAYOU!!

lurve like u’ve never lurved before.

i hate hate hate hate hate hate LNG.

its makin me eat damned much and have all those sucky feelings. i wonder if i should go see a doc or something. i seriously feel that its emotionally very unhealthy for me. >.<

for 18++ years of my life, it was the first time i had anyone saying i was cold-blooded and i was quite taken aback.

and then i realised,

i took almost everything very lightly because i didnt want to get too involved in things and end up hurting myself..

in order to protect myself, i seemed to have locked people out of my heart.

in order to protect myself, i seldom pour my heart out to people.

in order to protect myself, i wanted sooo much to depend only on myself to get over all those emo periods.

in order to protect myself, i seemed to have hurt people who really cares for me.. =(

yes, lurve like i’ve never lurved before. i’d been selfish to him and from now on, i will not. i will give him the keys to my heart, i will.. lurvesss =)

with loads and loads and loads of lurve,

xxshulixx

pp?

i admit, many times i succumb easily to peer pressure and do things just because my friends are doing it..

but what do you really know?

do you know the fact that sometimes i feel sooo lonely and i try to think of who will always be there for me, who will be friends with me and grow old together with me and the fact frightens me, and the fact is, i dont seem to have any.

and then, the friendships that i have now are like the life buoys for me to hang on to.. trying sometimes very hard to fit into the circle, trying to find a place where i belong..

its not even that i dont think. there are many times i didnt let peer pressure get to me. thats because i weighed the consequences and know i shoudnt do it. the other times, i know i’m just doing it to fit in the circle.

whatever it is now, i will learn…

personality test

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They’ll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don’t judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren’t necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people’s eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that’s why you’ll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You’re a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you’ll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It’s time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

go try it.. kinda true i guess? =/

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

fanned.

i feel damned pek chek with sister.. dont know why the hell she must be so paranoid.. and still doesnt want to admit that she become like this after she know about me and silly toot.

suddenly so paranoid when i stay overnight, scared we gena robbed by people or gena kidnapped?! wad the hell is this?????

i just hope they’d respect my privacy and just leave me alone. i know how to take care of myself!!

>.<

nevertheless, i enjoyed last nite with my silly toot =)

with loads and loads and loads of lurve,

xxshulixx