i’m alright.. =)

what the fcuk. i’m damned upset now. over what in particular? i don’t even know. i’m upset about myself being upset over everything. i just feel damned terrible now, i dont know why too.

there’re like so many possible factors. maybe cus i fcukin hate my hair now. maybe cus i’m being paranoid on what people think of this fcukin hair. maybe cus i’m ultra sensitive to everyone’s words and actions today. maybe cus that fcukin lecturer insulted me and spoilt my day. maybe cus i’m too stressed over studies. maybe cus i’m too worried about the quiz later. maybe cus LNG comin again?

and partly feeling terrible cus of stupid tummy. the coffee seemed to be the cause of it. i keep feeling nauseous. fcuk. that fcuking stomach of mine.

i should be studying at this time but i don’t know why the tears just want to flow. it is fcukin crazy. this few days had been fcukin emotional. watch tv halfway also cry, now study halfway also cry. wtf!!!

i dont have any particular reason for being emo but this feeling really really SUCKS. that very unrest, uneasy feeling.. do you understand? have you ever felt the same way??? i had such a strong urge to wake sis up and hug her and cry out loud. i had such a strong urge to call up people and tell them i’m feelin damned down now and cry out to them.. but.. but.. but………………………

at this point of time, i really wish someone has the power to cheer me up, make me laugh, keep me happy.. but i know. no one is ever going to be able to help me if i dont help myself first.

hais..

emo-ed again

had a bad day.

hais..

=(

with loads and loads and loads of lurve,

xxshulixx

i’m seriously very craving for THIS.

  

oh my god. i even dreamt of eating sushi! and it was sushi buffet some more!!! can eat till i DROP!!!! arghs

i want sushi buffet…….

=(

with loads and loads and loads of love,

xxshulixx

be nice and patient with me. afterall, i’m soggy 的 sot lee

i’m currently addicted to this song: 其实还爱你 by ah qin. it is damned emo can!!!

arghs. report is due in a few days time and i havent started it. damned.

and, i wana play SIMS 2 soooooooooo badly!!! who has it? lend me plsssss… i promise, i promise i will study hard too… =X

 with loads and loads and loads of love,

xxshulixx

PERSONALITY QUIZ
Rule: Pick Only One. Don’t cheat!

BLACK/WHITE
» white

COFFEE/SOFTDRINKS
» Softdrinks

MOON/STARS
» Stars

TV/RADIO
» radio

SUGAR/SPICE
» Sugar

dOGS/CATS
» dogs

NINJA/PIRATE
» Ninja

Next: Bear in mind your answers as you
scroll down for interpretations.

Result:

BLACK- You love the crowd… a party
animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t
easily tell which among them is real
and
not…
WHITE- Mysterious… oftentimes, a
loner. You know your true friends and
only them are allowed to understand the
real you.

COFFEE- You hide your emotions…
Sometimes pretending to be always
happy.
Sometimes, not giving even a hint of
what you really feel.

SOFTDRINKS- You’re usually
expressive…
Open about your emotions and most of
the
time willing to talk about it.

MOON- You love deeply… you may flirt
along and people think you’re a
playboy/playgirl but the truth is: your
heart belongs to only one.

STARS- You search for love… you’re a
hopeless romantic and every time you
enter a relationship, you give your all
and believe “this is the One.”

TV- You have so many ideas in mind…
You’re creative and aggressive! If you
want something, you’ll do anything to
get it!

RADIO- You appreciate simple things in
life… You hate complicating things
that’s why you’re typically up-front in
any aspect.

SUGAR- You’re an ideal
boyfriend/girlfriend… You don’t care
if your partner doesn’t really love you
as long as you love him. You give your
all…

SPICE- You’re a stubborn sweetheart…
You “love” him/her only because he/she
loves you. If his/her flame puts out,
you let go with no trouble.

DOGS- You’re undoubtedly good-natured!
Most of the time, people are confident
to approach you because they know you
will consider them.

CATS- You’re intimidating! People have
an impression that you’re elite—or if
not, you simply look sophisticated. You
gain praises but not companions.

NINJA- You love actions…with the
hero-like taste! You focus on your
strengths and use them to protect
persons/things that are important to
you.

PIRATE- You’re independent! You’re also
risky just like the pirates who sail in
the vast and dangerous ocean to look
for
treasures!

with loads and loads and loads of love,

xxshulixx

celebrated for peirong’s birthday yesterday.. and surprisingly, i was the first to arrive at the meeting place, despite the fact that i was already late for 30 min! they all very pro right! hahas..

went for dinner and then went over to party world for SINGING!!! after that, slacked in town with ting and edwin da ge cus we missed our last bus/train and didnt want to take cab. went to watch pirates of the caribbean with them and needless to say, i fell asleep again. but only for a little while because all the fighting scenes were ultra noisy and i woke up because of the noise!

after that we sat at some place n talked talked till the break of dawn. had breakfast and went home. had very terrible stomach ache!! tink i drank too much tea yesterday. argh! i hate my lousy stomach!!! >.<

with loads and loads n loads of love,

xxshulixx

e-learning sucks.

went to the dentist today and BOOM! 40 bucks gone! shit. i should have visited when i got enough money to spare. shit lah. =(

but looking on the bright side, i have clean and hopefully, a more sparkly teeth! =D

tomorrow is peirong’s birthday celebration~ i’ll be back with photos, i promise! hahas

with that, i should start working on all the endless reports and stupid e-learning stuff before they’re dued! arghs i hate sp and its stupid useless program: e learning 

>.<

with lots and lots and lots of lurve,

xxshulixx 

mars vs venus #1

guys will never understand why girls always say nothing when there is infact, something bothering them. and why girls say no when they mean yes.

 =P

wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,

xxshulixx

life of a 150-er

i believe many are curious about the contents of this book =)

you want to know the life of fellow 150-ers??

1. in crowded trains/buses, we always get to smell the smelly/not smelly armpits of other commuters.

2. when we cannot get the item that we want which is on a high shelve. when we jump to try to get it, we get laughed at by other people.      -.-

3. when we talk to our friends, who are often taller than us, we need to tilt our head to maintain eye contact and sometimes, it gets very tiring.

4. seeing that we are small-size, most vendors would give us smaller proportions of food as compared to ‘normal-size’ people although we pay the same price. when we ask for more, they sometimes charge us more.      >.<

5. people complain that hanging the laundry out of window to dry is dangerous. but people with height like ours, the danger rate is like 80% compared to other people! (because we have short hands and legs)

6. when tall people walk one step, it is somewhat equivalent to our 2 steps.

7. we can never wear 3-quarter pants or other similar clothing because when it is on us, it becomes a full length clothing and no longer 3-quarters anymore.

8. chairs in some restaurants or makeup booths are ‘ultra-high’ for us and makes it difficult and awkward for us to climb up to sit.

9. we will never win when we try to snatch things from the hands of a tall person.

10. mirrors in certain toilets are freaking high and in the end, we only got to see the reflection of our head instead of face.    -.-  (eg: toilet at cine level 3 or 4 n toilet at wisma)

thats all for now! thats the life of a fellow 150-er

=D

wif loads n loads n loads of lurve,

xxshulixx